I am so glad nobody reads this.

Because if they did, everyone would finally see what an twisted, soulless sonofabitch i've become over the years. I hate damn near everything, if only just a little bit. I, like many others, want to run away to a shack in the woods and never see anyone again. I won't do it. I have more to live for than a hobos mindless rambling existence. I have people to demoralize, causes to spit upon, couples to openly mock.


I am so glad nobody reads this.

Because I love the asshole life. Being disagreeable and hard to manage is the best thing ever. Even my best friend won't talk to me today. She's a little pissed off at the world too, only she's decided to run away like a little punk bitch. I told her as much, and I meant it. She wants to escape her problems and run to california, like some displaced flower child. Boo. Fucking. Hoo. you have problems. wah, wah, wah. yeah, running away gets rid of those particular ones, but knowing you, you'll set up a whole new shitty existence in cali.


Someone once told me that all people are basically rotten. evil. I think I see what they meant by that. People want to be good. but can't. there's something driving us to be assholes. alpha males and females. Bastards. Some of us embrace it and accept it. I want to associate only with these people, because they are the only ones in the world whom I can stand for any extended period of time.


Fuck the rest of you.



Grow up.




Stop acting like an innocent little child when you know what you are.





You're a fucking asshole. Deal with it.