here we are. wherever that is.

So what, so its been a while. You don't own me fucker. Life has been interesting. I can't say I'm hating it, and I can't say I'm loving it, but at least its tolerable. I've calmed down a lot. Actually no I haven't I've only gotten netters at bottling my emotions up. But here we are. And where is that anyway? Who the hell makes all the requirements and rules and regs? I don't that's for sure. I guess I'm happy. I guess this is what I wanted out of life. I guess I'm lying to myself. I want money. Want to be able to look down on my critics with a sense of goddamn righteousness. I want so much that I don't have. I want it all(most). Screw it. I'm out. Time to play gears and drink mountain dew. Judge me, or don't. I don't fucking care what you do. It doesn't change a thing.